вогняний шар гамма-променів
21 April
i rather not take it seriously, but you said lets move, move with me, and i took a really deep breath before answering with something that would not make a fool outta me, but i am not that skilled in that. good, that you are as dense in all the feelings involved stuff as i am feeling right now, so for you its probably nothing, unless you playing me. but just, hey, imagine living together. or, better, imagine we are neighbors - that would be fun. imagine going on trips together, imagine walking through the fields, imagine finding plants we never saw before, or just sitting somewhere by the river, and just listening. we would be good in all these, we would be great. we would make stories to tell - not that we have so many people who we can tell and who would listen, but still. we could be free like this. i could be free, and happier. thats one thing about you that socionic explain - you push me into wanting what i want and doing what i want and i somehow do the same for you by being there when its tought. i wish we could be better friends to each other. i wish we could have an adventure. i wish we could just do whatever we like and have all the time in the world to fit each other in our lives. i wish it would be simple for me too. so i could just push away all the rules i made for myself, all the rules that i treat as something i could not cross because my parents would hate me. i depend so much on what someone would think about me that i feel like doing nothing just to not dissappoint. just, jokes aside, can we go somewhere before you will pack and go somewhere to feed your wanderlust? it doesnt have to be something big. i just want you.