theres gotta be some place, right, where it would be normal to kiss someone, to hold someone, to love someone and care for someone without actually wanting to fuck them. fwb, but like a soft version?

or, can we, as a society, be more open about not wanting, or wanting it some other way. its not like i am the only one in the world who thought about gog as an only exception, so why do you all act so surprised. i can, i can like a boy, okay, i can love a boy, but for dear god i dont want other things. the thought of it looks, feels dirty.

i feel like that time i got locked in the box.