I want to run away from everything anything I just want to be on my own on my own pace and this is the most childish irresponsible thought but its the only one I have
and even now in my blanket cave I feel too exposed and I have so much lies in me to explain why did I gave in
I keep saying I broke down like I am some engine. Restart me… daydreaming about restart. About not me. I know giving myself time was wrong. Giving myself time was right to secure not… what. Am I weak. Am I lost. Am I scared. I think, everyone are scared. But are they keeping themselves in bed