вогняний шар гамма-променів
5 January
i really want us to go watch The land before time together. the first one, where Sara is mean to everyone, and theres so much drama going on with Little feet and Spike.

i want to get your daily updates on how big your dinos grew.
i dont want you to be sad again. and I dont want me to be sad either.

you said that i mean something to you, and i said you, too, mean something to me. its not much, what we have, its not really something, but i want us to be comfortable with each other. because I think if some person keep holding onto you, you just cant pretend its nothing at all.

you can be alone and you can rely only on yourself, and you can say you have no friends, but does it mean that you cant want to watch The land before time with a person who is not your friend, not your boyfriend, but he is someone you said you will care about. you (me) said that.

next time, lets have a pact. lets agree to take care of each other. let me be soft. i want to take care of someone who would never judge me for that. who will never turn me down saying you dont do stuff like that.

my mood is like a swing. dont know, what is the real me, the one, right now, or the one that keep pushing people away to keep myself from hard feelings. overthinking everything. is it even healthy.