its kinda funny and sad how she said i need to take hormones if i wanna get pregnant but here i am just melting and overflowing like i took an extasy, like i am close friends with molly, all needy and miserable, so all over the place, but also sneezing loudly. why i am such a mess. why i am such a lonely mess. dont know. these days i feel like i am a walking illustration for an article from some typical magazine, with this symptom of a woman who needs to be dicked down even tho she is problematic and dont like dicks. i also want cuddles. i feel soft and pliant, but also my ear kinda hurts, and i feel like i should’ve wear some turtle neck, because i have a cold, and this sucks. what do i do. how do people deal with this. how i dealt with this before? was i so needy? like, i had my ups and downs, but was i really.