i said my hands are cold, and you said then go sleep, but i said no sleep until you will, and there was these nights when you asked me to stay up a little longer, or when i stayed up because i was worried and waited until you came back home, and one day when we went out i said something about how you should sleep at night so we both could sleep, and your eyes were sparkling, and i talked to you softly, and i felt like holding your hand, but i didnt.