I dreamed the same dream again. I dream it fairly often. And every time it happens, I sleep for a long time. It's happier there with you, so I wake up late and then still have the residue from the dream under my eyelids. Do i love you? Do i love you still? Was it really true that I loved you? Did I loved you that much? Why you? Do I just want to go back in time and cling on the next best thing. Was it all I ever wanted. To just love and be. I feel like I know everything about myself but at the same time I am clueless. Am l locked or have I locked myself in. everything feels wrong